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i am gay ok??
thats all there is to it
and i need my chapstick..my lips are really chapped...
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[12 Oct 2004|10:27pm] |
this is me and jason playing and some promo shots..
i will have have more shots of us ryan and nick soon..
we are playing a show the 2nd come see us play...
love joe
(saturday night survivor)
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| awsome... |
[10 Oct 2004|04:07pm] |
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yeah this weekend was pretty awsomei got to warren and hung out with dustin suzanne and sydney all day, dustin's mom siad i couldnt stay the night so i went to sydney's house to stay witch was fun * wink, wink*, that day pretty much we all hung out at sydney's for a whilethen suzanne's dad came and got us and took us to her house, we got some alchohol and yeah everyone pretty much got hammerd.. i asked sydney out and she said yes wich was the highlight of the night, im glad i got that off my chest. Today basicly i was sick all day with a hang over.. but sydney sat by me the whole time and took care of me.. now im at home and im wishing i wasnt soo yeah im gonna go now...later
<3 sydney <3
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| awsome berserk |
[05 Oct 2004|07:41pm] |
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today was awsome i got my shot and i told off some sluts at the health center, i went to jason's and we played for a bit then ryan and nick came over we made this one baddass song and nick sanf (hes pretty good) and yeah we now have a complete band. We might be playing a show in romeo on the 25th so check us ( ill ahve more of the facts ASAP)
LATER BITCHES.................... <3 GIRL WITH PURPLE HAIR <3
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| im gonna leave this , world for a while... |
[27 Sep 2004|09:08pm] |
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ok... fuck this... im soo sick of this place... yesterday kieth and my mom started getting into a fight so kieth started slammin my mom around so i ran out to step in he was all getting in my face and shit like he wanted to fight, i was soo fucking pissed that i sucked down 2 ciggarettes iun like 2 minutes he came back starting shit again so i walked away, i put my thumb up at himso he tackles me and startes choking me and shit so i hit him a few times but he barely felt it i guess. all i can say is im out of this fucking place...
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| Crazy week |
[23 Sep 2004|03:27pm] |
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Yeah this week was crazy... well not really, me and jason got in another car accident, this chick's car got fucked up ( thats what ya get for driving a neon...) I got glass in my ey but its fine. Me and jason have been tearing it up everyday this week since monday. WE both just reached a new level of music thats awsome, i feel as if something very good is going to happen in the near future... i hope to god almighty that we are able to get to warren!!!!, i got past the stage where im not affraid to play in front of girls and yeah its cool, i hope everything works ( and to see thatgirl with purple hair <3) anyways im horny and need to jerk off soo yeah later...
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| yeah i got bored |
[19 Sep 2004|07:51pm] |
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i got bored so i figured i would type more in this bitch....
Any way this weekend was awsome,
Friday- i got to dustin's early so i could chill more and me him and jamio went and met syd and suzanne at the park ( she dyed her hair like a dark purple and i was like "BONER TIME!") god shes a sexy one. Well anyways we chilled at the park for a while and jamio went berserk on some garbage can and started throwing garbage everywhere, so we left. we went to bother chazbot at his work but ended up going to suzanne's and we chilled there for a while and dustin had to go because his mom was coming home, he was going to sneak out but i guess she never went to sleep so it was screwd, jamio disapeard so me sydney and suzanne went to her house and me a nd syd fell asleep on the couch and yeah.
Saturday- Saturday was awsome, suzanne had to go learn how to "swallow" and sydney went home to shower so i went dustin's and we were looking at ghosts online, were planning to go to a haunted cemetary and a haunted mental hospital (sydney your coming!!! lol) well jamio came over and we went berserk in dustin's room with the guitars then suzanne called and we went over there. Later on we went to a carnival witch was awsome, sydney kept tickling my belly and i got another WACKOW!! but it was great.. We went on a bunch of rides and such, i felt really close to sydney that night ( cant really explain it but i love it) we were on the faris wheel and we started kissing and i got another boner and she touched it and i got embarrassed like crazy (dont know why) and like i felt really wierd all night but i got over it becasue shes soo cute, well we stayed at suzanne's and the next morning her dad made some bomb ass sandwiches and i made the best coffee ever.
Sunday- After breakfast we went to dustin's and i took a shower, we were all drained of energy so me and sydney cuddled on the couch and watched texas chainsaw massacre (really gay movie) jamio was going berserk because he was the 5th wheel but he left and yeah it was just us four. WE were all cuddley on the couch and it was awsome, i wish i had the power to stop time whenever i wanted but yeah my mom my and aunt and my cousin picked me up and now im home soo yeah im done, this weekend was great and i cant wait for next weekend... later
Tell him his eyes see too clear..
<3 sydney <3
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[19 Sep 2004|05:34pm] |
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all i have to say is this weekend was cool... sydney is great and i cant wait to see her again next weekend..... wow
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| awsome berserkness!! |
[15 Sep 2004|09:55pm] |
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today was cool, hung out with arron all day we did some jackass shit and i hurt myself but hey ill destroy my body for a good laugh...hah! im proud of him that hes got a girl friend... you go kid, anyway jason called me and he learned armor E morte by cradle of filth witch is a fucking crazy hardass song to learn... sigh if only i had a double bass pedal... oh well im sure i can make something up.... and again were gonna play a show soon soo yeah it will be awsome.... nothing else to report captain...
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| im gonna leave this world for a while |
[14 Sep 2004|06:00pm] |
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See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know
And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
On my own
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
On my own
Ok this is it... i fucking hate this house so much that it feels like im dieing,i hate the country the school all of the faggots that live here ( well most of em).
i hate kieth bitching about me behind my back... i blame my mom and my dad for all of this bull shit i am forced to go through i hate this fucking computer that i sit at everyday all day, i hate sitting in this chair, i hate going to bed alone and wakeing up alone, i hate the dog that pisses in front of the door on purpose so i can get a nice feel of soggy carpet dog piss in the morning, i hate waking up extra early because school says so, i hate the frogs and crickets at night becasue they make me wanna be with someone that bascily lives on the other side of the world, i hate being away from my friends, i hate the ghost that fucking wakes me up at night, i hate the courts that have nothing better to do than mess up a kid's life even more, i hate having no money and no where to run to, I HATE LEAVING WARREN AFTER AN AWSOME WEEKEND WITH HER AND THEM!!!, i hate being lonely in this stupid country town, i hate the night, i hate this constant emptyness in my heart... The only thing keeping my heart together is the thought that i will see her again... </3
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| this weekend was awsome |
[12 Sep 2004|09:57pm] |
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yeah this weekend was the thing i needed, it whent so well, sydney suzanne and sydney's sister just dropped me off and im kinda sad but im gonna try and make it down there next weekend maybe ill bring my drums so me james and dustin can play together. Me and sydney have so much in common and like every time i see her it gets better, i just wish i could see her as much as i wanted to, but hey ill be driving pretty soon so ill be able to drive down there. Hangin with james, dustin, charles and suzanne. Everyone is fucking crazy and its awsome, I love warren and i miss everyone down there but as soon as i get a job and my lisence it would be alot better. well theres alot to talk about but its not for anyone else to hear so yeah...later
Mister Gotta Get A Clue
<3 sydney <3
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| today was all out maddness |
[10 Sep 2004|03:17pm] |
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today some kid was going on a zpping rampage with a fucking tazer, he was walkin around the halls zappin people left and right, apparently he wanted to get kicked out of school early as possible. ..well i guess he got what he wanted...
about to leave for a party in warren, but no drizzie for me, fuck well later you fuckbags...
Mr Gotta Get A Clue
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| looking forward to it... |
[08 Sep 2004|04:59pm] |
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The used |
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and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste my time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste my time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you... looking forward to it
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| looking forward to it... |
[08 Sep 2004|04:59pm] |
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and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste my time with you
should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste my time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you... looking forward to it
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| Your a fucking loser |
[06 Sep 2004|12:54pm] |
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Yeah who ever fucked with my journal is fucking loser whos life only consists of fucking with people's journal like a stupid little bitch, fuck you your a fucking retard and i hate you and i have a pretty good fucking idea of who it is. all i want is to be left alone by the fuckhead's in the god forsaken place of fucking chesterfield, so my advice to you is stop being such a fucking loser and go kill yourself....
Oh and for your information blitzkrieg is a fucking real word you moron it means lightning war it was basicly hitlers last move in ww2 you fucking idiot
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| Do the band thing? |
[03 Sep 2004|03:06pm] |
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Yeah me and jason need a bassist, uhhhm chris have your people call my peopl and well see what turns out, Suzzane i dont know if im gonna go to your party saturday because my dad is in like critical conditon but like ill talk to you about it and tell the syd kid i said hi... uhhh were going to make a real hardcore in your face song soon... uhhh still currently looking for a place to record without parents and or law enforcement... soo ill get back to you on that
Latwar
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